This past week was Thanksgiving and the first time in my life I was away from home for a major holiday. I found that being away really made me reflect on gratitude and my Thailand experience thus far. I’ve heard a lot of my teacher friends/people on my program say this, but you don’t really realize how much you cherish family time during the holidays until you aren’t able to be there *cue Don’t Know What You Got by Cinderella*. I woke up on Thursday morning knowing that it was Thanksgiving, but meanwhile at home some of my high school friends were all just getting ready to head out for a fun night on the town the night before. Thursday drudged by, and I found myself feeling very homesick. In an attempt to distract myself and have fun, I decided to teach my afternoon classes about Thanksgiving! First, I showed them a short video about the origin of Thanksgiving (thank you, youtube cartoons), and while I could tell they had no idea what was going on, they found the pilgrims to be very funny. After I realized there was no way to simply explain where Thanksgiving comes from, I moved on to teaching them about food. As soon as I put the photos on the T.V. of Thanksgiving dinner, there were ooo’s and ahh’s around the room. Salivating, I pointed to each item of food on the table and told them what it was. In classic Thai fashion they repeated everything I said, right down to the “yummy”! When I pointed to the turkey, they all yelled “chicken”! I had no idea, but they don’t have turkey here! As we were looking at all of this delicious food, I couldn’t help but think of how I would be eating rice, veggies and an egg for dinner that night, still delicious but not quite the Thanksgiving feast I was missing. After the food, I showed them clips from the Macy’s Thanksgiving Parade in 2016. They LOVED the big balloons, especially Angry Bird and some of the Disney balloons. At the end of class, we talked about how the most important part of Thanksgiving is giving thanks for all of the blessings in our lives. When they didn’t understand that, I simplified it to “we say thank you for our friends, we say thank you for our food, we say thank you for our family” and they seemed to understand!
Teaching my students about Thanksgiving really made me reflect on what I am grateful for, and how my gratitude has changed this year being here instead of at home. Here are a few of the things I thought about this Thanksgiving:
- Clean tap water back at home- This might sound silly, but this was something I totally took for granted in Vermont, New Hampshire and definitely New York. You really don’t think about it until you can no longer brush your teeth with the tap water for fear of getting sick (the water can be brown sometimes)!! At first I found it so extremely annoying and frustrating to have to use bottled water every time I brushed my teeth, but as I got used to it, I realized just how lucky I am to have clean tap water to drink back home. Which brings me to my next one…
- The luxuries I am able to have here in Thailand- who would have thought that it would be a luxury to have a seated toilet! While my room is tiny, it has way more amenities than I ever expected! I have an air conditioner, wi-fi, and a small refrigerator. In addition, I am making a great salary for Thailand, and am able to afford small things like iced coffee in the morning, laundry delivery, water delivery and weekend trips out of town.
- Having this experience in general- This is without a doubt the most outside my comfort zone I have felt in my life. Arriving to a new town where almost no one speaks English, and only being shown where my apartment and school were was daunting to say the least. I had a really hard time in the beginning and wondered if this was really where I am meant to be. But as time has gone on and I have begun to settle in more, I have begun to reflect more on how incredibly lucky I am to have an experience like this. At 22 years old, I can say I travelled to Asia for the first time and moved to a small town in Northern Thailand to teach English to children ages 3 to 11 for a few months. How cool is that!? Sometimes if I’m feeling frustrated with my students or frustrating trying to find a meatless dinner, I remind myself how privileged I am to be here in the first place and it is all part of the experience of living outside my comfort zone.
- My support system- All of that being said there is NO WAY I could do this without the amazing support system I have both here and back at home. I already knew this, but being away for Thanksgiving reminded me of how lucky I am to have the most incredible family. My parents forever inspire me to push myself and be the best I can be, and hearing their encouragement and that they are proud of me is what got me through the first rough few weeks here. Being able to talk to my siblings, aunts, grandparents and cousins has reminded me that even when I’m as far away as possible, I have an amazing team cheering me on from back home that thinks about me just as much as I think about them. What a beautiful feeling to have. My friends, holy cow, my friends. I think being so far away can definitely be a reality check to some relationships, but how did I get so lucky to have friends that care and support me from all over the place. Every day I find myself snapchatting, texting, or talking on various forms of social media to people all the way back home, or in Australia or New Zealand or Canada or England and I say to myself “wow, I am one lucky girl”. I teared up on Thanksgiving as a friend told me she was so proud of me and always rooting for me back at home, I was so excited to know that next year at this time, I’ll be reunited with my best friends from High School for our 5 year reunion and I am ecstatic that one of my best friends from college and Theta will be coming to visit in February and I’ll be able to share part of my Thailand experience with her. Friends, if you are reading this, just know that every text, comment, message, feedback on my blog, meme tag, EVERYTHING, makes every day a little bit easier for me. Sending all my love to all of you. And of course the best friend a gal could ask for here with me. I really would not be able to do this crazy thing without my gal Emma. On the tough days, she’s here to listen to me vent about the craziness at school, or give me a hug when the homesickness is hitting hard, and on the amazing days she is right there beside me in awe of this wonderful country and all of the beauty it holds. She is the best adventure pal I could ever ask for and I am so so lucky we are on this magnificent journey together.
- Technology- Facetime, Instagram, iMessage, email, snapchat- it’s all made me feel a little closer to home. So keep it up 🙂 How crazy we live in a world where we can talk to someone on the opposite side of the world with just a click of a button!
This Thanksgiving, I truly felt blessed, loved, and so incredibly privileged. Yes, I was more homesick than I even knew was possible (and not looking forward to Christmas for the same reasons) but it also reminded me of how happy and lucky I am to be living this life. A good friend reminded me that there will always be more Thanksgivings to celebrate but right now I am here really living. I am doing my best, pushing myself and making memories I will cherish and talk about for the rest of my life. For now, I am enjoying every day, and looking forward to being reunited with the ones I love to share stories and pictures of this incredible place, and hear all about life at home. Happy belated Thanksgiving, hug those you love extra tight and indulge in that apple pie, just say you’re having a slice for me!
“Let us be grateful to the people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.”- Marcel Proust